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284 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 31, 2021
"I feel like you're making fun of me," August said. "But I'm not sure."
Lucas leaned forward and smacked a quick kiss on August's lips. "Just a little."
August found that he didn't mind Lucas teasing him if it made him smile. He liked his smile. His whole face transformed.
August would happily rip this Kohn guy’s tongue out if it made Lucas happy.[...]Was murder an act of service?
“I want to know about you.”
“You do?” Lucas asked. August frowned. “Of course. If I’m going to marry you someday, I should probably know what I’m getting into.”
"...If it comes down to random strangers or you, I’ll choose you every time. I’ll literally burn this world to ash before I let somebody hurt you. I don’t care who suffers because of it."
"...You’re not going to die, and I’m not letting you go. If you’re going to leave me, you’re going to have to kill me first. Please, kill me first.”
“I don’t care that we barely know each other. It’s just you. You’re the one for me, and if I can’t have you, I’d rather not exist anymore.”
August examined his face. “You’re really very pretty.”
“Help me,” August begged. “What does somebody do or say or wear on a first date?”
“You’re really into him, huh?” Noah asked, dragging August from his thoughts. “He’s…perfect,” August said.
“I can’t feel guilt or remorse, but the thought of not seeing your face or touching you, kissing you, makes me feel…like there’s a hole in my chest. Does that make sense?”
“Did you know he has an eidetic memory? He can recall every word he’s ever heard or seen without even trying. But he hates it. He said it makes his head too noisy. He plays music almost all the time so he doesn’t carry around stranger’s voices in his head for the rest of his life.”
Lucas shrugged. “He never wears them around me.”
Noah once more studied Lucas before saying, “Then he must really like you. Because August values silence over almost anything.”
“He said you always wear headphones to drown out the noise. I’ve never seen you wear them.”
August brushed his hair aside, removing the tiny earbuds from his ears. “They’re not on. I don’t wear them around you.”
“Why not?” August frowned in confusion. “Because I want to remember every word you say to me.”