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279 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 15, 2021
"Grief is not love. Grief is penance for living after love has died."
"But the intensity of that kind of love, the kind of love where you feel lost without the other person. Where your strenghts bolster each other's weaknesses. Where you grow and are made better by loving them and being loved...Yes, I want that. And now that I'm saying it out loud, I realize I'm drawn to love stories because there's something in them that I recognize or connect to, despite never having been in love myself."
My nerves didn't magically turn to steel with that declaration, but bravery, I'd read, wasn't doing something because you were unafraid. It was being afraid and doing it anyway.
My words failed as a large black raven flew into the room through the open window. The one Casziel insisted on leaving open. The bird hovered in midair, then expanded and somehow unfolded itself. In the next instant, Casziel was standing in my living area dressed all in black. Black jeans, black boots, and black jacket over a faded Metallica T-shirt.
Casziel looked grim. "If love is the answer, Lucy Dennings, then we're lost already."
"Why?"
"Because there is no love left in me."
"Watch yourself, Ambri," I hiss. "Control your wagging tongue or I'll cut it out of your human mouth and leave your bedmates sorely disappointed."
"Never apologize for who you are." He brushed the hair from my face. "In your kindness lies my salvation."
I could've drowned in the longing in his eyes. I felt drawn into their timeless depths, falling through centuries, sunrises rising and nights falling.
"I can't make Guy fall in love with you," Cas agreed, gritting out each word. Then his voice softened, turned gruff. "But if we guide him to you, I don't see how he could help it."
"I'll love you forever. I have loved you forever, through every centure, with every lifetime that's passed and every lifetime to come. There is only you. There will only be you. My love. My life."
Once upon a time, Cas was a warrior who fought fiercely for his homeland. Alas, he was defeated by his enemy and was forced to watched his parents, sister, and wife killed in front of him before he was also eventually put to death. Having died while carrying all these pain, grief, rage, and guilt, he was approached by a demon general (so to speak) who provided him access on how to deal with all those ‘negative’ emotions . . .“The helpless rage and grief came with me as I Crossed Over,” Casziel continued. “And Ashtaroth, drawn by that pain, was waiting for me on the Other Side.”
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“Ashtaroth welcomed me into a realm in which the rage and horror of my fate could be channeled. I stoked it in humans until it became something outside of me. I didn’t have to suffer it; I reveled in it. My grief was no longer weakness but power.”
There, there! Demon Cas is born. Admittedly, he should’ve gone to ✦afterlife therapy✦ instead of acting out his repressed feelings on humans and accepting position as Ashtaroth’s minion. Still, WHERE WAS THE SIN THAT LED TO HIS MONIKER, THE SINNER??? He’s fulfilling his duty as a demon, but he’s the least demonic of all. He’s pretty much just a lonely, bitter demon with a soft heart.
(4.1.) It’s called The Sinner but everything about it is all sweet and sappy. A little grit and darkness wouldn’t hurt, please and thank you.
(4.2.) Cas is a demon who claims he has no love left in him. Yet the whole concept of this book proves that he does. Christ, if you can believe, he’s never even touched another woman in the FOUR millenium he’s lived as a demon.
(4.3.) Lucy is introduced as this mousy heroine. Yet upon meeting Cas, she quickly grows some spine, for example:(4.3.1.) she has no problem hosting a stranger/demon in her house;
(4.3.2.) she bravely raises her hand and speaks in front of a room full of audience;
(4.3.3.) she accepts dinner invitation, lunch invitation, and basically becomes more sociable with her co-workers;
(4.3.4.) she lets someone dress her in a shapely outfit and do her make up.
a. scream and flee the scene,
b. call the authority,
c. be shocked as hell, then hit your head on a nearby poll hard enough to put you to sleep whereupon you suddenly dreamed or struck with a déjà vu about dark princes and long lost love,
d. promptly help said demon and invite him to your house,
➝ Cas and his 11 day mission to redemption that he asks Lucy to help him with, but is actually just a ruse to make sure Lucy is safe and happy before he can go to Oblivion.
➝ Cas and his “agreement” or whatever his business is with his demon boss Ashtaroth.
➝ Lucy and her flashbacks.
➝ Us finding out that they’re as a matter of fact starcrossed lovers and have been ✦S O U L M A T E S✦ over the centuries. Wow, shocker! And how romantic! 🤠
➝ Them fake dating in an effort to make Lucy more desirable so that her crush finally notices her.
➝ Don’t get me started on the Deeb & Keeb duo acting as Cas’ and Lucy’s personal demons.
➝ the single red rose (Beauty and the Beast),
➝ “Not half as beautiful as you. In body and soul,” from Pride and Prejudice,
➝ their tragic love story in the past which kinda looks Romeo & Juliet inspired,
➝ the fact that Cas is from another realm and their love transcends time (Outlander),
➝ then there are references to Twilight and Schitt’s Creek,
➝ also mentions of the novel The Bronze Horseman and other books.
This book is not even 300 pages long. So, I understand that character development might come too fast, romance might be unsatisfying, and some things might be contrived, not explained well, or just thrown in for the sake of having the story completed.
Part of the reason for my jab against the heroine could be because she may or may not have reminded me too much of myself. 🙈 I have an aversion to reading about characters who are a mirror of myself. I know this says a lot more about me and how I feel about myself than the character, but I can’t help it. Yes, I need therapy. 🙃
Lucy’s initial reaction upon finding Cas’ body might be unrealistic, but it somewhat makes sense considering the kinds of books she’s consumed. Besides, this is an urban fantasy paranormal romance story to begin with—a bit of suspension of disbelief is warranted. Furthermore, I have to admit that her feelings on books, love stories, and reading in general were relatable to me.
Continuing on with the positives, I liked this idea the book displayed that we all had our own set of demons whispering voices in our heads to make us doubt ourselves or hold on to our insecurities and push us to do things we shouldn’t. Another thing, the world building is done quite well. There’s a glossary of terms you can use as a guidance.
“My beloved. I will love you until the end of time.”
A current running back and forth between us. Faint messages over a telephone line. I couldn’t make them out, but I had the feeling I got when I closed a romance novel—wanting something I didn’t have.
Or no longer had.
I should stop inflicting myself on her, but I can’t. She is my weakness. The sweetest vice.”
"ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ."
"...ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ ꜰɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜɪᴍ."Told in dual POV, The Sinner is a delightful read full of passion and tender romance. The historical aspects really enhanced the read because both characters were authentic and destined to be together! As the forces of good and evil battle to the death, Cas and Lucy hold on to each other with everything they have.
"ɪ ᴠᴏᴡᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴏɴᴏʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ."Overall, The Sinner will appeal to paranormal romance fans who enjoy an epic love story with lyrical text and complex storytelling. This was my first Emma Scott read, and I look forward to reading more from this author!